Xinlan Hand-made Private Kitchen [fragrant Dry Twice Pork]——a Fatal Temptation that Carnivores Cannot Miss
Xinlan Hand-made Private Kitchen [Fragrant Dry Twice Pork]-Badass, I forgot that person's Fenghuaxueyue (Love)
Once, we thought that love is the purest. There is no purpose, no desire, only giving, not asking for return...
So we are in love, so brave, so persistent, so decisive. When love begins, it is always beautiful, as beautiful as colored glaze, always dissipating with misty light. When love begins, it is always sweet, as sweet as honey, and domineeringly dilutes other sour, bitter, and spicy... When fresh becomes mature, when it becomes a habit, when it becomes a part of life, We found that love is not so simple. It is so domineering, domineering occupying every corner of our lives, like a virus. It is so crazy, it entangles every gap in the soul like a vine. It's so ferocious, it crushes the bottom line of everything, like a flood...
We begin to care about what that person is doing now, who is with him... We begin to wonder, that person, what is thinking now, who is missing... Thoughts are an invisible but terrifying power, like a seed. , Can withstand heavy stones. The initial magnanimity, the initial naivety, the initial so-called selflessness, as thin as rice paper in front of the bone-wrenching thoughts in the dead of night...Owning him, completely owning him, and owning him at all times, have become the whole of thought. The gorgeous promise once made: As long as I have you, I will ask for nothing. In front of reality, in front of desire, in front of my heart, it's just a pale and feeble empty talk...
Therefore, our love is destined to be full of thorns, mountains and obstacles, and scarred. Because, at the moment we decided to love, we abandoned the angel wings that symbolized glory and pride, and were willing to become prisoners of Mammon...
Badass Bao then described her love, her sorrow in the dialog box...
Badass Treasure (21:57:22):
When we were together, he treated me very well. It was really good. My birthday month was the villain he proposed (21:58:45):
He has given me a lot of nicknames, baby, little fairy, badass treasure, sticky bean bag. I asked him why he gave me so many names. He said there are so many nicknames for my favorite.
0755bluechen (21:59:27):
There is one, you must be unforgettable, don’t tell me this sentence, I think I know the badass treasure (21:59:47):
Yup
0755bluechen (21:59:52):
The badass treasures that are not in yours (22:00:06):
Haha (At this moment, my heart is a little bit faintly painful, I know what this nickname is, because Badass Bao is still carrying this name on the Internet today, like a shackle...)
Badass (22:00:43):
He spoils me very much.
He has never really fallen in love. He told me about his experience. He spends all his time at school. When he was getting married, someone introduced him to a villain (22:01:49):
At that time, I was very purposeful, just for marriage, so I got married in just half a year. His wife is a relatively strong person, unlike me, very sticky to him, and I rely on him badass treasure (22:03:07):
He is really like a brother like a father to me
0755bluechen (22:03:43):
Squeak! ! !
Squeak! !
(Actually, the word I want to lay is: X treasure, don't cry!!! That's not love!!!)
Badass Treasure (22:03:52):
At that time, I would go to him on weekends and he would go to the laboratory during the day and I would stay there, reading,
In fact, he has very little time with me, limited villain treasure (22:05:56):
At night. It's almost time to watch. He would send me out, and then deliberately said at the door, going back slowly, and then I pretended to say goodbye to him, and then tiptoe back again, remembering that it is funny that we are not like other lovers, go to the movies and go shopping. .
Badass Treasure (22:07:14):
Because he is very busy, he spends a whole day in the laboratory.
?2012-10-29
Badass Treasure (22:08:23):
Normally I can’t go to his place. The only dormitory is Friday and Saturday nights Bad Boy Bao (22:09:24):
He will hold and tell me about his experience
0755bluechen (22:09:35):
Squeaky Badass (22:09:57):
He will hug me, peel me pine nuts and eat my favorite pine nuts
0755bluechen (22:10:27):
Squeak, Squeak Squeak, Squeak Squeak, Squeak Squeak (In love, we are all blind, blind to a small so-called happiness can make us intoxicated...)
Badass Treasure (22:10:38):
We have only watched movies three times in 8 years together, and not more than five times in the street
0755bluechen (22:11:02):
Squeaky, Squeaky Squeaky Squeaky Squeaky Squeaky Squeaky, Squeaky Squeaky Bad Egg (22:11:21):
But at that time I was very satisfied, really
0755bluechen (22:11:37):
...Squeaky Badass (22:11:59):
Later, we graduated separately. He went to Hunhua. Hunhua had a post-doctoral mobile station. At that time, his wife also stayed in Xijing and became Bad Boy (22:13:02):
To be honest, when I was in college, I didn’t think so far. Later, I wanted to be with him forever. He once promised me, it’s a promise, except for that piece of paper, everything can give me badass treasure (22:14:37) ):
I also know that he can't get a divorce
0755bluechen (22:15:10):
Squeak!
Badass Treasure (22:15:25):
At that time, he planned like this. After his son graduated from high school, he would send his son out. Then he would persuade his wife to go abroad to accompany the children, but things didn’t go as smoothly as they thought.
0755bluechen (22:15:49):
Squeak! !
(Bad boy, do you really think that you will be happy? Or love has blinded your wisdom eyes? Hey...)
Badass Treasure (22:16:12):
Because he went to Xijing, I have more suspicions. In fact, he still cares more about my feelings. Tired of typing and typing.
0755bluechen (22:17:06):
Continue to squeak the badass treasure (22:17:33):
It’s been a long time since I was tired of typing so many words. He returned to Xijing, and we have fewer chances to meet. Badass Bao (22:18:36):
But at that time, I would go to see him in Xijing for a while, and he would occasionally come when I was looking for him. After all, he was not as free as I was, but we would basically call badass treasure every day (22:20:01):
I'm tired, I'll talk to you next time (I quickly dialed Baddanbao's phone, Baddanbao answered, and there was no sound, I just repeated one sentence: "X-bao, don't cry!" Baddanbao looked flustered , Completely lost the elegance of the past, hung up the phone in a hurry...)
Badass Treasure (22:22:45):
How do you know i cry i don't want to cry in front of you
0755bluechen (22:22:51):
X treasure, don't cry badass treasure (22:22:53):
I'm okay to hate
0755bluechen (22:23:05):
Who am I, I am Xinlan, I know you badass treasure (22:23:17):
I'm sorry, it's not that I don't want to talk to you
0755bluechen (22:23:32):
This number is my private number badass treasure (22:23:39):
I don't want to be a bitter woman
?2012-10-29
Badass Treasure (22:23:42):
Cry to you
0755bluechen (22:23:50):
Following me for 10 years, Badass Treasure (22:23:54):
Yup
0755bluechen (22:24:06):
I never tell others badass treasure (22:24:18):
Um i know thank you
0755bluechen (22:24:28):
You, the exception villain treasure (22:24:39):
who am I
0755bluechen (22:24:47):
You are X treasure badass treasure (22:24:50):
I am a super invincible big X treasure haha
0755bluechen (22:24:52):
X treasure, don't cry badass treasure (22:24:55):
Um, it’s not polite to hang up your phone, please forgive me
0755bluechen (22:25:20):
I am honored to be hung up by Bad Boy Bao (22:25:42):
Yes, I usually wait for others to hang up first (22:26:30):
It's already gone
0755bluechen (22:27:05):
Yes, it has passed, I will give you a very special birthday gift, with my words and the badass treasure (22:27:41):
You must not write it in words,
If you really wrote it, I would take it out from time to time to see it. It’s not a painful time, but a painful time to my story. If you understand it, it’s okay. I’m really okay. I’m tired today. Aunt, I still have a little pain in my stomach and continue to talk another day (omit a few paragraphs, badass treasure is offline...)
?2012-10-30
(Omit a few paragraphs of my nonsense about Yun crying for the villain...)
Badass Treasure (10:08:19):
There is no sweet talk, no sweet talk. He can’t talk sweet talk, is not romantic, and won’t make me happy. The only thing he can do is to take me to eat delicious badass treasures (10:09:19):
I just gained weight little by little like this
0755bluechen (10:09:22):
Squeaky Bad (10:09:47):
Really are such engineering boys, they seem to be such bad guys (10:10:50):
Later, when we separated, I would visit him when I had time. He has made an incomparable contribution to civil aviation. During his Ph.D. years, the child was not by his side, but followed the child’s mother.
0755bluechen (10:11:33):
Squeaky Badass (10:11:40):
When the child is older, he must also take care of the child
0755bluechen (10:12:50):
Squeaky Badass Treasure (10:13:50):
He used to stay in the laboratory seven days a week, until the child was older, for the sake of the child, he would accompany the child on weekends. Occasionally when a family goes out, the most I ask is, what did the family say, what they did, and what they ate. At the beginning, he will patiently answer such questions.
0755bluechen (10:15:19):
Squeaky Badass (10:15:22):
At that time, I knew the phone number of his laboratory, and I would call him whenever I had time on weekends. Therefore, if he wants to accompany his children on weekends, he will say to him on Friday, explaining that he will not come to the laboratory and what to accompany him As soon as I hear these things, I'm not happy, and I will be angry with the bad guy Bao (10:16:24):
He and said, he didn't want to lie to me, just give a reason. But he didn’t want to do this even though he knew that I would quarrel with him.
I will be upset, he still chooses to tell me
0755bluechen (10:17:07):
Squeaky Badass (10:17:16):
Later, I became angry again and again, explaining that I restricted him to all kinds of restrictions. I can only sleep on the sofa. I can't talk or laugh. He promised me as much as possible (love is possession, endless possession, but when we found out, When we can only occupy a trivial part, what else can we do besides losing...)
?2012-10-30
0755bluechen (10:18:07):
Squeaky Badass (10:18:11):
Later on, there were more and more quarrels like this. He told me once that he felt very tired and often had to explain.
Sometimes when I get tired at night, I don’t dare to go home early to go to bed, just because I’m not happy with Bad Boy (10:19:27):
Every night before I go to bed, we will talk. I don’t allow him to go home and rest prematurely because he can sleep on the sofa plainly when he comes home late. In fact, I also know that the relationship between them is very ordinary, purely for the children.
0755bluechen (10:20:25):
Squeaky Badass (10:20:26):
But I just don’t want them to be together. I just don’t want them to be alone. I don’t want them to talk or laugh. We can get together quickly when we quarreled before, but then we can’t be bad guys (10:21:33):
My suspicion became more and more serious once again. There was a fat particle on his leg and he had to undergo a minor operation in the clinic. Badass Bao (10:22:42):
I really want to be with him, but I can't. He was resting in those few days and we couldn’t contact me. Only then did I really understand the importance of that piece of paper.
0755bluechen (10:23:45):
Squeaky Badass (10:23:48):
To be honest, I also knew exactly what I liked about him at the time, he was responsible, he was enterprising, and self-motivated bad guy Bao (10:24:51):
He told me that he said he could throw away his wife and children, and one day he could also throw away me. I agree that it is not easy for him to come to Hunhua
0755bluechen (10:25:15):
Squeaky Badass (10:25:18):
It's really not easy. Everyone in the school is an elite and he pays more badass treasures than ordinary people (10:26:27):
If he was with me, what would the school people think and think.
How much will affect him, even if he is with me, can he really break the relationship between their father and son?
0755bluechen (10:28:16):
Squeaky Badass Treasure (10:28:39):
Even if he is with me, he will live with me with guilt for his wife and children. We will never get rid of his wife and children in our lives.
At that time, we would quarrel as well. Until then, what's the point of arguing and exhausting our feelings? It's better to leave. (Bad boy, you are kind, kind to protect him by hurting yourself...)
Badass Treasure (10:30:03):
So, after thinking about this, I broke up. I am definitely Liu Hulan’s type. He used to joke that Liu Hulan is my cousin.
0755bluechen (10:30:52):
Squeaky Badass (10:32:00):
In fact, during a quarrel, I would often think of this. Then one day, we quarreled for a few days after the cold war, I took the initiative to call him and said to him, let’s break up, I don’t want you anymore.
He said yes, he said that no matter what decision I make, he can accept the badass treasure (10:33:34):
During the quarrel, I knew that when I was pregnant, I told him, he asked me if I wanted, and he said that he respected my decision Bad Boy (10:34:37):
In fact, how could it be possible at the time. I blamed my mother for not playing S. Later, I decided not to. He said yes, he would find time to come to the Winter Gate to accompany me.
0755bluechen (10:35:11):
Squeaky Badass (10:35:37):
Later, didn’t we quarrel, and the next night after we broke up with him, I called him again and said, "Don’t come, I’ve solved it by myself. Actually, I didn’t. I kept it until my birthday. Believe me very much, what I say is nothing bad (10:36:41):
I changed my phone number later
?2012-10-30
Badass Treasure (10:36:45):
Never use MSN anymore
System message (10:36:47)
Please do not use other chat tools other than Ali Wangwang, beware of being deceived, Taobao only regards Ali Wangwang chat credentials as valid evidence, badass treasure (10:36:48):
He can't use QQ
Just like that we didn't contact anymore
0755bluechen (10:37:54):
Squeaky Badass (10:38:03):
Until half a year later, I went to Dalian on a business trip. I missed him. I went to Xijing. He saw me through the window outside his office. He wanted to come out. I didn’t wait for him to come out, so I ran away and cried. At the airport, I cried all the way from Xijing to Dalian and flew back to Dalian. I occasionally searched the Internet for his news badass treasure (10:39:04):
I searched it last night, hehe the story is like this
Love is really blind, so blind that we can no longer distinguish between truth and falsehood. Love is really fearless, so fearless to know that we know the abyss, we will also fight for ourselves. Love is really sad, so sad that even food is bitter with tears. Love is really overbearing, overbearing to tearing the body and tearing the soul...Bad bastard, forget the wind and snow of that person, forget the warmth and sorrow of the past, forget the name that imprisons your heart like a chain... …
We are all prisoners of desire, especially in love. Love does not matter noble, no virtue, no humility... Besides possessing, how can we love...
Desire to end. "