Xinlan Hand-made Private Kitchen [double Pepper Crispy Cucumber Strips]-change Your Life to Another Way of Living

The noisy bar, the light of Lu Li, Cao Ge smiled and played on the mobile QQ, Xiao Yao bit the bar girl's ear happily, the bar girl leaned forward and backward with a smile, Xinlan drank red wine boredly, as if the excitement had nothing to do with me. One deck, four people, four expressions, four moods...
Xinlan looked around, full of red men and green women, full of prosperity in the world. The second-rate actors on the stage are trying to interpret his vulgarity, and the various colors under the stage support or not try to meet the low-level pleasure, and the little bees shuttle between this stage and that stage, trying to pile up smiles. Really boring.
Suddenly a figure came into view, making Xinlan unable to believe her eyes. Rubbing his eyes, he opened his eyes and looked hard, yes, it was Little Y. The seductive makeup, seductive clothing, and a genuinely happy smiling face overturned Xinlan's cognition. Waving to invite Mommy: "1106." Mommy tried her best to express her pale emotions: "Okay, handsome guy, if you haven't moved for one night, the shot is a fine product. It will be here soon."
1106 came, and was a little surprised. Under the guidance of Mommy, he sat right beside Xin Lan: "Why are you?" The exhalation in the ear made Xin Lan more certain that she was Xiao Y. This scholarly family, a quiet and introverted girl, in Xinlan's eyes, is a lily, like the tears of Adam and Eve, a kind of natural desolation and purity. Xinlan has never seen Little Y in the dark night, because Xinlan feels that calling her after ten o'clock in the night is a disturbance. Little Y in the sun, white dress, gentle and elegant, elegant voice talking with poetry, quiet as water, a model for everyone. See you tonight, completely subverted.
Little Y pours two glasses of red wine, shakes, reads, smells, and talks like in a high-end restaurant. Some things are in his bones and will never change. However, Xinlan wondered if she, who only drank Saint Timillon, was accustomed to this vain taste. "Surprised?" Xinlan nodded. A charming smile: "I've been here for almost a month." "Why? Something happened at home?" The silver bell-like laughter made Calm Ru Cao also be moved by it: "Boy, don't you introduce me? You girl I haven't seen a friend before." Xinlan glared at him: "Don't talk nonsense, this is my true friend. Not a bee."
Little Y smiled gracefully at Brother Cao, took off his high heels, and comforted his body in the arms of the sofa, resting his head on my legs: "Everything is fine at home. My father asked me about your recent situation at the dining table. Take your text and show him." Picking up ZIPPO and lighting a cigarette, Xiao Y continued: "I have been a lady of the day for 22 years and I am tired. I want to change my way of life. Life. However, I can’t worry about my parents and friends. Taking advantage of my parents’ vacation abroad, I will still be my bestie during the day, and at night, let me indulge myself to a limited extent and be a completely different me. Nietzsche Say God is dead, people say philosophy is dead, and I don’t want to let myself die... Hee hee, but just because you have sharp eyes, you have met a lot of acquaintances, and you recognized me."
Hearing Nietzsche in this imaginary environment is really abrupt. Little Y is still a little Y. It’s just a little more relaxing. I never dared to imagine that she would be so lazy to sleep on me in public. Thighs, smoking cigarettes, drinking wine that is not Admiralty, very good and real. Chatting all night.
It was three o'clock in the middle of the night when I got home, Xin Lan stood on the balcony, looking at the empty street, feeling excited. Along the way, looking back, how much we can experience in our life, the rigid repetition of life may be a waste of life. Those who succeed in fame go to climb Mount Everest, and the wealthy elite go to the countryside to dig land. The world is already turning around astonishingly. When we were young, we were obsessed with TV series, dreaming that we could become the princess or prince in the story that day. When we grew up, we found that it was just a kind of confusion. We had to worry about the trivialities of real life, study, relatives, and friends. We are just ordinary souls, and we can't do the counterattack of the sparrow turning into a phoenix in the story. Life has too many responsibilities, too many obligations, we worry too much, we worry too much worry. Do you feel tired, really tired, too tired to make yourself happy. We have been trapped in a box by ourselves, and we have lost the courage to step out of Wukong and draw a circle.
There are citizens of the world who live in no fixed place, stay for a while wherever they like, and change to another place when they are bored. They can speak multiple languages and can find work anywhere, a typical post-modern way of living. They are tired of the sense of meaninglessness brought about by the immutable life, they live without worries and no longer live for purpose. The will of life is completed according to a natural flow, there is no established direction and expectation, but the lifestyle is changed according to the changing will. They increase the value of life by increasing life experience, and experience is life.
In fact, the so-called happiness is to discover the meaning of existence anytime, anywhere, even if it is exciting and adventurous. Changing one's identity is just a way of behavior. The most important thing is the courage and determination to take a new step, as brave as a little Y. Real life is just the edge of chaos where we linger, just a small circle, it depends on whether you are willing to take a step towards change.
God closes the door here, and then opens the window there. Change your attitude, change your life, and you will see a different clear sky.
Chu Renxinlan's late night essay. "